You should've killed me

Hey,

You know what? SPM is over. I don’t why I’m not really happy for that. To be frank, I rather be at school instead of staying at house -,- I love love loveeeeee to be with my beloved friends. Staying at home makes me go insane. I got nothing to do. N-O-T-H-I-N-G. Staying at home all I can do is sleep, daydreaming, see myself at the mirror (LOL), online, chatting with my friends and what moreee? YOU TELL ME! urghh. Stress lah macam nie. SPM punya stress pon tak macam nie. Nak keluar pon susah. I wanna work but its hard to get my dad’s permission. Seriouslyyyyy! Maybe he loves me too much kan nak simpan je anak dia kat rumah tengok depan-depan mata dia sampai anak dia nak kemana pon susah. I don’t want you to love me in that way ayah. Please let me be free for this time only. I’m not a kids anymore. Let me do whatever I want. I’m not doing anything wrong or cross over the line. I just wanna work. Find my own money. Buy everything that I’ve been dreaming to have. Haihh pity me kan? Dah habis sekolah ingat boleh lah freedom tapi sangkaan melesetttttttt. I’m still like a bird trapped in the cage. I asked my mum to persuade my dad. My mum is the only person who understands me but not very well. Hehe. I reallyyyyyy hope that mum could help me and I will pray to God. Hahah :P

Oh about SPM lemme tell you a bit.

Accounts (1^st December) – TOUGH LIKE HELL.. Most of the account’s students said the same thing. I don’t know what will I get. I don’t expect too much but I don’t want 9G. haha

Physics (3^rd December) – Physics is just fine. Okay lah not really tough like I thought. InsyaAllah tak gagal lah. hehe

Chemistry (8 December) – Just like Accounts. Susahhhhhhhhhhh. I don’t understand the questions >,<>

So that’s all. Laterrrrrr k? Nak mandi. Bye bye :)