Hello and Hi everyone!
I've been thinking a lot like really a lot these few days. I hate being here, in this situation. *cursing in deep heart* I've been staying at my room for almost a day. Yes, everyday! I keep doing the same routine. Such a bummer -.- Thank God Wifi being good today so I can update my blog and I can vomit something that I've been keeping all alone. Nobody knows..
I'm just fucking stressed out with the surrounding. Dad is always with his anger and ego which is I hate the most. I'll keep silent, and be patient as long as I can. Waiting for the right time to explode. I cried, because I think it will take away my pain though it's not too much. I feel like giving up on life and everything. If it's not because of you Mum, I think I had done something bad now and I'll not be here. Haih, what a life. I hate when I'm at the "down" side of life. Hmm, whatever. Sorry for being emoshitz. I know I'll be okay soon..
The results will be out tomorrow. I don't know what to feel, I'll just accept it no matter how it will be. Hoping for the best results! Insyaallah :) I'm counting days to go back to Sabak Bernam. A few days left. Yesss! Heheh :D
* Rasa macam nak mati then hidup balik and mula hidup baru dengan environment baru dan orang baru! Kthxbai!
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