what goes around, comes around?

Do you believe in karma?

Hi everybody :)

Lama tak update kan? No mood and no story. You know why? Because I feel like everything is getting bored. Yes lets bold that word. BORING! My life is mundane and getting extra mundane each days. Erghhh. Okay, hidup macam roda kan? sometimes we are at the top, later on we’re going down. I need to get through this with more patient. God wanted to test me. I know. Studies gave me stress sometimes. Like yesterday, suddenly I became quiet. I didn’t joined my gang discussing about Hari Keusahawanan. I sat alone at my place and studied. While reading, I asked myself, “kenapa dgn aku nie?” and Eyka asked me the same question but I don’t have the answer so I said “tah, aku malas” Sorry wehh. I’ve tried to find out, what’s wrong with me but I still don’t get the answer. Too many causes maybe and its all mixed till I don’t know why. I’ve tried to join them but then I still feel depressed then I went back to my place. I just feel like crying to let it all out though I DON’T KNOW THE REASON! Tapi tak lama pon aku diam, when I feel a bit better I went to them, start talking and try to be happy. Lepas tu, okay terus gelak-gelak semua. See, aku sendiri tak faham dgn diri aku. bodoh -,-

At tuition, I asked S about something. She told me everything kot. I’m a bit relief and a BIG shocked after knowing the truth. Yeah, the truth is always hurts. I know that. Huiyo, jangan disangka air yang tenang tiada buaya. Nevermind,dah takde apa dah sekarang. Biar lah. Someday that person will know how it feel when it comes to that person back. Thanks for everything. I feel so stupid. Blerghh. I have learnt something. Don’t be too nice with strangers. Ouh yeah right, I don’t understand you. Sokayh, I will keep moving on :)

I’m done with my writing here. Homeworks are waiting. For the first time, I do my homeworks.haha. Challo people :D