Monday, February 22, 2010

i didn't mean for this to go, as far as it did

Yes, the picture above tells everything. What my heart feels right now. I am not being emo-ish or whatever. I am totally great. Physically and mentally I guess. But the day you confessed your real feeling towards me, you made me realized of some thing that I’ve been avoiding to think of. It’s not that you have successfully knock my stoned heart. But you made me think, how long I wanna lock this heart of mine?

I am happy with my life. I have my family, I have my beloved friends around me, I don’t feel lonely, do I need a special guy in my life? I don’t know. Yes, I need one but not now. I don’t wanna make a rush decision. I just don’t wanna break my recovered-heart again cuz everytime I’m with someone it will end up with “I got broken-hearted. You dumped me” It makes me sick!

I don’t want you to give up on me. Keep on trying because I am trying as well. We’ll see how things goes.

You’re just too good to be true, xoxo ♥



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