The only word I can say to you is sorry

I am truly sorry for disappointing you, Mum and Dad. Really am, from the bottom of my heart I'm really sorry for all my wrong doings towards both of you all this while. I never want to do all those things that I've done, I wish I don't have to lie to both of you of what I'm doing, I wish you guys are just like other parents, understand me very well. Understand me what I want. I never want to lie but sometimes and in some situations, I have to do that or else I will never get what I really want. I know, sometimes what I did gives the bad impact on me. But I'm just a human being that can't run from doing mistakes and made a wrong decisions. Forgive me, that is all I want from you guys now. I promise you I try my best not do it again and I try to be a better person and of course a better daughter. Bless me for all the things I do in my life. I love you both ♥